Post by Chidori Tsukino on Jan 2, 2017 0:52:23 GMT -5
Silence filled by the echoes of my Screams. |
friendships Chidori is quite reserved, generally not letting other people close to her - physically or emotionally. Whilst she does try to make some headway towards surface-level friendships, she still struggles to trust people thanks to a past full of betrayal and guilt. If someone can get past all that however, and is persistent (or lucky) enough to get past her barriers without completely scaring her away, she's the kind of person who will do everything with the guiding notion of what she thinks is best for her friends. If that means gently pushing them away when her magic is threatening to overwhelm her, she'll do so, no matter how much it might hurt herself in the process. At the end of the day, Chidori wants to help others in need - there was no one really there for her when she needed help the most, and so at the back of her mind, the thought of being that kind of helping hand for others is always there. If she ever does truly open up and trust someone properly, they will find Chidori is loyal to a fault - the kind of young woman who will throw herself in front of a goddamn black viper to save them. |
hateships Aside from herself, her parents, and the demon that marked her 16th birthday with a deal, whom she all hates at least in part already, it takes a lot to get to this stage for Chidori. Whilst she distrusts others, and tries to keep to herself, she doesn't really hate others easily - she just doesn't want to deal with the judgements and her own guilt. Nor does she want to hurt others by getting them wrapped up in the mess that is her life. However, that's not to say that a person can't earn her hatred either; threaten those she cares about in any serious manner, and you might just set yourself down that path. She does not deal well with such threats, and given that her magic is tied to her emotional state....well, you better watch out. |
loveships If someone can put up with her anxieties, her guilt, her depression, her suspicions, and her general aversion to being touched, they might just be able to find themselves walking down this path - provided they're interested in being more than friends anyway. Even if not, Chidori may come to love them unrequitedly and unconditionally anyway. For those she loves, Chidori will do just about anything - dote on them, care for them, drop anything and everything to rush to them if they need her. They'll also find that despite her aversion to touch, she craves physical affection still, and has practically starved herself of it in her hermit-like living over the past couple of years. Should a person that she loves turn around and love her right back, Chidori will be unfailingly faithful, cherishing every moment with them. Nevertheless, she is quick to blame herself for anything going wrong, and is still quite fragile emotionally - a lover would need to take care to cherish her gently. |
otherships This will be left open until I think of something to actually go here! Probably mostly for specific plot ideas as they come and go - feel free to make suggestions! |
Chidori Ariella Tsukino . 18 . Female . Bisexual. Recluse . Vagrant with Money/Artist |
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