Completely choked up {C}

[attr="class","maind"][attr="class","umad"]He really didn't think he'd have to do this. He didn't even know how. He couldn't even truly tell Cyrielle how he truly felt. And now he was expected to tell her father?! Oh no, that was waaaay too much! Too much for him to handle! Ever since a few days at school Keir had been locked in his room trying to make head and tails of these damn emotions. What had surprised him was his parents had actually tried to get in and see what his problem was. He truly thought they didn't care sometimes. With his father finally forcing himself in he had to ask him a million questions which the poor fox demon couldn't even really keep up with. Eventually he had gotten mad at his father, he wasn't about to play twenty questions! When he finally asked the right kind of questions he decided he was tired of fighting and had told him everything. That he felt weird with Cyrielle quite a lot lately and since he couldn't really find the right word to use his dad hit the nail right on the head. He had a crush but that was a foreign word to him.

Keir was getting pretty sick of this whole thing when he had his father laughing at him. It didn't take much before he was on the phone with the girl's father. Hearing he was going to bring him over the fox nearly felt his heart explode. Wait, what?! No! Telling him he was going later that afternoon he panicked. Something he normally never did, he made others panic. Knowing he had to get this right he actually decided to take his medication today. He wasn't going to suddenly have a fit in front of Cyrielle's father. Otherwise his chance at happiness was going to fly right out the window. Even though he hated the stuff he was going to be a good little fox today. Changing his clothes and brushing his long black hair. He put it into the loose ponytail he normally had it in. Throwing it over his shoulder as normal he took a breath. Looking at himself in the mirror. His yellow eyes not looking quite as bright today because he was so nervous. His head was spinning and he felt to his stomach because of it.

He didn't even want to eat breakfast or anything because his nerves were through the roof. Feeling his heart pounding he really thought this was a horrible idea. He was going to fuck himself other somehow he knew he would. When the hours went by and it was that time Keir took a breath to keep himself together as he went out with his dad. Since they only really lived down the road they didn't have far to go it was only a two minute walk. He felt so sick the whole time, he either wanted to vomit or pass out. Maybe both he wasn't quite sure right now. When they got there Keir wanted to turn and run but he knew they were expected. His black fox ears were down and his tail was limp. Biting his lower lip rather hard he was surprised he didn't pierce his skin. When he heard his dad knock on the door his heart nearly explode. Only waiting for someone to answer the door.